"The first time that I masturbated was with a control remote actually. Toys is my go to, but in the past few weeks I've really just tried to pleasure myself without having to have toys. It's definitely a challenge ... [but toys are] not always there when you're with partners, especially when you're having different partners. I don't want to have to rely on a toy to be able to finish. So yeah, I've just been exploring ... using my hands..."
