“I really started to enjoy it when I got toys. The first toy that I got, it was like this, it was big and it was black, I think it was 8 inches and extra wide. I actually did it out of spite, I was mad at someone. I wanted to get revenge and for some reason revenge … like, ‘I’m not gonna be this innocent little child anymore’. I bought it and I was terrified of it, I hid it under my bed for at least a month...”
