"It has been a while - 13 years to be exact. At the time it was for me a very liberating experience, experiencing my own sexuality in a different way, being more in control. It was something I really enjoyed at the time and I still do. Not too much has changed, although sometimes I do wish I had that same fearlessness, maybe that I had at the time that I did these videos, although this time around it's different. I'm a little bit older. When you're a young age you're still exploring. And now, you know what you like and what you want and what feels good."