Hi, I’m back surprisingly and I’m finally ready to say goodbye to my virginity! This overall experience is very unusual but could being joy now and in my future as well, but that’s not the case with me, at least not today. I’m not even sure if I will ever have sex again, perhaps.. I came to the studio and they kept the actor that I chose by the pictures as a secret to me, until the moment after we spoke again and she called him in. He was looking exactly like the guy imagined him to be. He came in dressed up in a blue expensive suit and looked in my eyes! I loved everything about him, but understood that size difference in us was huge, as I’m just a tiny petite virgin girl and he’s muscled up and huge looking . We began talking and he undressed me and then took his pants off, that’s when I got really scared and wanted to run away. I have never seen such a big cock anywhere, not even porn. He told me to give it a few kisses and then followed by a him pulling my head so deep on it that I almost chocked on it. After which he decided to pleasure me, and now me watching myself and overthinking it, I feel really disappointed, how my face was like a stone, without a single emotion, but probably because I was scared. He also checked if I was a virgin still and I was as promised! Then he laid me back and penetrated me with his big dick and it really hurt a lot, I wanted it to be over very quick and thanks god the producer told us to stop to my pussy if my hymen was not there anymore. Then we spoke a bit and I was happy to go. Nonetheless I’m thankful for all these professional experiences!